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I never felt alone
I was happy on my own
And who would ever know there was something missing
I guess I didn't see the possibility
It was waiting all the time
But it never crossed my mind
Till you opened up my eyes...

Brunei....

I can't believe two months has just passed me by. I guess when you're enjoying yourself much, you don't realize that time actually passes by really quickly. Next thing before you know it, it's Christmas! *teeehee*

What's new in my life?
I'll be moving to Brunei in September for work. I leave 1st September 2009.

What will I be doing there?
I'll be working for Brunei Shell and will be implementing E-Recruitment for them. What is E-Recruitment? Please do google it :P

How long will I be there?
I reckon about a year or so...Well at least till my project goes live.

Will I come back often?
I've scheduled most of my trips back (At least for this year!). At this moment of time, I'm looking to returning twice a month.

What will I miss most?
I will definitely miss my family and friends the most *sobs*

How do I feel about going over to Brunei?
Well, at first I was kind of reluctant to go and was finding every possible mean of avoiding this project but now that I've been accepted and stuff, I'm taking it in a positive way. I guess it’s a very good opportunity to live independently and it would be truly a challenge and an opportunity for career growth.

So I guess that's what is new in my life and what my thoughts are on it.

I hope the next time I update won't be the next two months! Till then... Have a great week!

P.S: I'm heading to Bali end of the month! WOOO HOOOO!

i'm back!!

In two days, I had two friends that had asked me when I was going to update my blog and I think I mumbled something like by today or by this weekend... So yea, I better just do it before I procrastinate any further.

So let's see what I have been up too...

*Showing some tourist friends around – we've been dining, having drinks and sight seeing (I even managed to accomplish climbing Batu Caves 272 steps *pats on my back*)
*Partying – Since I have had tourist friends around, I have had great excuses to go out, have fun and yes, definitely paint the city pink!
*Working – I'm still on the same project but it should be going live soon. At least I hope so... And yes, I still have no news on Brunei yet. I wish they would let me know so I can prepare myself mentally! *boo*

Besides that, yes... I have been thinking. After being single for not too long, and after experiencing what my friends have gone through (in terms of relationships), I really thank God for loving me. Sometimes I totally understand what my friends are going through and I know I was in that very same situation before and now that I'm not, I'm glad I am able to be there for my friends that are going through the stormy weather as some may put it.

So, comes down to the question now... Do people change? Well I think I have changed in some manner through the past few months. But have I changed for the better? Well I don't really know but I know, for now, I'm just enjoying myself. I don't have to worry too much which is a huge burden lifted on me and yes, I am having fun. (I think I have mentioned that a few times now already!) I guess I've reached a point of time that I was so tired of everything and now that burden has finally been lifted up, I'm kind of glad. Hence I'm glad things turned out the way it did in some ways as relationships are not meant to be torturous. It is meant to be filled with love and happiness! I'm sure someone would totally agree with me on this.

Am I making the wrong decision or did I make the wrong decision? Truthfully, for the moment, I'm certain the answer is no but I'm really scared... What happens if one day he's totally gone? Will I regret it? Probably I would but I know that there is something still stopping me and until that something goes away, I'm on my own two feet.

And since it has been a while since I have been single, you know what they say? Singlehood is the best and I'm kind of agreeing it for the moment. I guess it really helps when your friends are all around you. I don't even know where I would be if they weren't around.

Another question I have... How come I'm so much cooler when I'm single? Why do I see things in a whole different perspective? I don't know... Maybe I can be a drama queen when I'm attached. How do you change that? Can it be even changed? I know it's a bad thing but somehow you'll just end up mental... I'm actually laughing as I type this but it's very true...

Alright that's all my thoughts for today and I'm kind of hungry so I'll leave you as that. Enjoy the weekend and let's all pray the haze goes away soon!

Melbourne 2009

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I manage to put all the Melbourne pictures into this little collage that pretty summed up my trip to Melbourne. I had an amazing time in Melbourne and it made me remember how much I had missed this place. Everything was easy going and nothing much has changed at all! This trip around, I managed to catch up with some really good friends of mine and I wished I had more time that I could spend with most of you. For those that I did not meet, I’m hoping to make another visit next year... Hopefully it'll be a longer trip!

A friend asked me so what do you like about Melbourne? Well, I thought about it well... well besides the weather (Yes, I do love Melbourne's crazy weather!), what I love most are the friends that I have there. They are like family. A lot of my friends say, what so great about going back to Melbourne? It gets kind of boring after a while...I guess it's different for me as most of my close friends are still there. I had a great time there while I was studying and it's just amazing that after 4 years of leaving Melbourne, the amazing people that are still there, are still... The best people I've ever met!

xoxo

Here I am

This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step at time
It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again

Don't hold back now.
And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.

I don't believe you...

I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set
And I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams
When you can't wake up
It looks like you've given up
You've had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You'll come around
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right,
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't believe you

KL Today, Melbourne Tomorrow

KL Today, Melbourne Tomorrow!

I'm really excited and I can't wait to see everybody!

If you're so happened in Melbourne, call me at +61412228197!

Love,
Sui Lin

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